I am awfully sorry that I have been lazy and haven't updated you on my life! Probably because I live a VERY boring life, nothing compared to other people.
I am still in that numb phase. There are days that I can . . . push it aside and ignore it, but most of the time I just feel so "blah."
I do NOT like Nick anymore, I haven't liked him since November, I think. Before spring break I had a crush on a different guy (started a week or so after I finished my "thing" for Nick). His name is Kyle. Again, I hardly know him, but he is a different guy all together; he doesn't party (to my knowledge), he has an amazing brother (I think that they are similar), and he isn't afraid to talk to people if they talk to him. He won't judge you if you are younger. Oh, he's in the twelfth grade as well. Wow, I am so lame. I have a lot of variety in my life, don't I?
Oh! One of my best friends, Alex, left for Africa on March 6th and I got my second e mail from her since her departure today! (First e mail was from London). I miss her so much and I canNOT wait until she gets back so that I can hear all of her wonderful stories. That girl is so wise, and God-filled. It is very inspiring. <3
I don't know what else to say because this is one of those times where I have to censor my thoughts or else people could be offended by a mis-type. WOW! Technology these days, eh? (I am Canadian, don't judge.)
Current Quote: "Self-acceptance comes from meeting life's challenges vigorously. Don't numb yourself to your trials and difficulties, nor build mental walls to exclude pain from your life. You will find peace not by trying to escape your problems, but by confronting them courageously. You will find peace not in denial, but in victory." - J. Donald Walters
Current Song: I Don't Care by Fall Out Boy
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